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Post by Devilyn Skyler Kalliste on Feb 12, 2011 21:01:59 GMT -5
behind the screen;;
real name/nickname;; Jess, and or Frost, and or Kurokawa age;; 15 years of rp experience;; Five. other los angeles characters;; Donovan. skill level;; Brag-worthy.
just the basics;;
name;; Devilyn Skyler Kalliste nickname(s);; Dev, Devi, Lynn, Devil age//birthdate;; Seventeen, November.17th gender;; Female sexual preference;; Straight occupation;; Citizen schooling;; LA Highschool, grade eleven. instrument;; N/A
reflections reveal;;
hair color;; Brown to black. eye color;; Emerald. height;; 5'5'' weight;; 112
other;; No piercings, or tattoos.
body type;; A very feminine girl, Devilyn is rather small and delicate looking, and this much is true. She's not very strong, due to the lack of muscle in her arms, though because of her sly body type, she's built more for agility and a quick pace. Her skin tone is pale, not completely white as a ghost, but she's getting there. Especially with the dark contrast of her hair against her skin.
Well, Devilyn really doesn't have a preferable style, it's more of a 'if she looks good in it, she'll wear it'. But, the colours she looks best in are probably two different extremes, black and white. Though, hoodies are what she usually wears, even if she doesn't need the extra warmth. She'll wear childish clothing, a skirt, tank top, all that good stuff, yet she'll deny anything to trampy, holding her body as a 'temple' in such a way, and doesn't want to sell her body in such demeaning ways.
celebrity play by;; FlickFaggot
it's what's on the inside;;
likes;; - Candy - Privacy - Outdoors/nice weather - Going fast - Being accepted
dislikes;; - Males - Love - Thunder and Lightning - Enclosed Spaces - Being touched
fears;; Men, being touched, being rejected by her friends
weaknesses;; Lack of communication, blind in her left eye, her phobia's.
strengths;; Accepting, innocently naive, quick to read someone.
personality;; I suffer from a few phobia's, Achluophobia((Fear of darkness)) I don't know what lurks in the dark, and not being able to see my surroundings scares me. Agraphobia- ((Fear of sexual abuse)) My father....sexual abused me when I was younger...so i'm afriad of that happening again. Androphobia- ((Fear of men)) I'm scared to death of males, they can randomly burst out in rage and hurt someone...I don't know why i'm scared so badly, even though my dad was the one that hurt me, I can't help it though. Aphenphosmphobia-((Fear of being touched by men)) Obviously. Claustrophobia- ((Fear of confined spaces)) If there is not enough room that I can run around I freak out, let alone I can barely go inside the asylum without feeling enclosed, so I'm outside quite a bit. Cleithrophobia or Cleisiophobia- ((Fear of being locked in an enclosed place)). Being confined is one thing, being locked in is a whole different story. Ceraunophobia- ((Fear of thunder and lightning)) The sudden flashes and loud bangs throw me off guard and since i'm outside a lot I don't want to get hit by straying lightning. Lalophobia- ((Fear of speaking))...ever since my incident, I never spoke, I'm frightened too and I'm good with-out words anyway, all I need is my white board. Philophobia- ((Fear of falling in love or being in love)) With my fear of men, this is likely a phobia, love is the one thing i'm scared admit to, I don't believe in it nor do I think anyone will ever spend there time to try and fix me, others have lives and i'm happy enough to just be away from my family.
The one, utter most important thing to me ever, and my main point of weakness is...CANDY. Seriously, I'll do anything for candy, I love the sweet indulgence of it and it's just all around a mood upper, if i'm sad throw a sucker my way and i'll cheer right up. As much as I seem friendly, I really do like my privacy, if I'm to popular guys might start coming up to me and that terrifies me so I rather have a few close friends than a ton of random people coming up because they are a friend of a friend of a friend I know. Bright sun-shiny days : D Simply because it's relaxing and I can just lay out somewhere outside and fall asleep for a couple of hours, or well the fact that no thunderstorm clouds in the sky is reassuring for my personal safety. Though I don't sleep often, when I do its probably the only time I can relax and dream, where I can talk, where i'm not scared of what i'm scared of now, normal life you know? Going fast for sure, I like running, and oddly, I like the weird sensation of falling. Like when your swinging really really high and than at the top point you jump off, that weird slow motion feeling you get, thats what I love.
What I hate...bitter foods, opposite of sugar and well, bitter-sweet dark chocolate isn't my thing either. The dark, it's a phobia and well, I spazz it's embarrassing but I'm defiantly not the only one in the world thats scared of it. Thunder and lightning, loud bangs and bright flashses pretty much spelling out disaster. Men, my greatest fear, I'm scared incredibially by them and it's something I cannot explain in simple words--just, as long as they stay away from me i'll be fine. Love, the last thing on my list for now, its just, i'm straight and since i'm afraid of guys it's likely i'm scared of /love/, because if I ever get that tingling urge to be near a guy it'll be the death of me and I understand that.
getting in deep;;
father;; Trenton Kalliste mother;; Rebecca Foxx siblings;; N/a
history;; Oh well isn't this going to be fun bringing back up? Honestly, I believe that their shouldn't be these types of questions about what happened in the past, because its a tad bit ignorant, asking with-out any further knowledge of what the person had gone through or is trying to forget, yet I suppose if one is going to watch over us, knowing back-stories is a common must, so i'll behave and try to answer to the best of my abilities without leaving anything to important out, just, don't mind me if I skip over some stuff, i'm still not comfortable talking about more than half of this. My mother was/is named Rebecca 'June' Foxx, where as my father was named Trenton 'Anthony' Kalliste. I didn't have any other siblings, though the kids next door usually came over to play with me, they were around almost every other day so they could be considered family I guess. I don't really remember any other family other than that, but my grandmother Marie 'Elizabella' Kalliste called every now and again, and I lived with her after the events concerning my father.
We had a canine named Atlas--he was a great dane whom I loved to death. And lastely, we can not forget Roy, he is part of my family too...Roy is my whiteboard's name, don't judge, he likes it very much. Naw I just like naming non-living objects because it amuses me. So, onto the actual history. Probably around when I was nine, give or take a year or so, I noticed my father getting a bit...touchy around me, but being young I didn't know the difference-- he was my dad he was supposed to be there for me so why would I believe anything different from that? It wasn't like I knew he was going to start getting a bit more force-ful but you know crying at night because of a nightmare than someone would come in and sleep in your bed to comfort you, my dad was usually the one that came in and slept with me to insure my well-being. I didn't find anything wrong with it, and I was a mover while I slept so waking up in odd positions didn't really key in as anything wrong. Pretty much, if you've ever seen those weird shows, Steve Wilko's or Dr.Phil stuff like that where they talk to sexual abusers/child molesters my dad would be guest-starring on one of those shows.
Skipping slightly around that because it's rather upsetting, my mother never really seemed to notice anything different. Not that she'd pocess the strength to do anything, it wasn't a mystery who wore the pants in the relationship...well, we all wore pants but ya know how the saying goes of course? I didn't key into the actions of my father until it was to late, when like mentioned before-hand I was about nine or so, I was...running around with Atlas in the hallway, and dad just stuck the dog in the kennel. Probably so the dog wouldn't attack at my cries. And...all I really can mention without breaking down is the feel of his forced pushes agaisnt my attempts to get away. I screamed not for any reason, it wasn't like I knew anyone would come but...theres always that flickering hope you have as if last second someone would hear you and burst the door down to make sure your okay, well, my knight in shining armor didn't come. I must have screamed a lot, because it got to the point where my voice starting cracking between the cries and my throat stung. Probably annoyed him to because he almost cut off my breathing the way he covered my mouth, telling my to shut the fuck up before someone heard me....I can remember the faint feeling of his hands tearing away the clothing and I thrashed about like prey trying to get away from the preditors grasp. There was pain. A lot of it, blood. I...really don't feel comfortable with this, so i'll just move on and simply put it. My father sexual abused me, raped me that night. I continued to cry, and when he had his morbid fun, I just layed on the ground in probably what is known as shock.
Atlas could be heard barking and bashing at the door trying to get out, but I didn't hear him...well not intentionally, everything seemed to be fake in this world, as if, everything was just some crazy dream that I couldn't wake up from. Waking up from dreams was never something I did well though. My mom had drove him minutes after, only to find a broken me on the ground, in a coma-like state of mind. At that point I could only repeat to myself 'say your okay, say your okay don't let her worry, its all fine', I didn't want her to freak out over me, I /was/ okay, I wasn't dead, don't let mom cry over split milk. Being young, it...was tramitizing but my mom looked so tamed right than, almost like a fragile cloud of smoke that you could easily break though. I tried to talk, opened my mouth to tell her that it was just my fault, but nothing came out except for silent sobs, my body trembling. That's when mom grew rigid, tore through the house on a rampage after sitting me in the bathroom with Atlas, told me to not move until she came back. I listened and just sat there as the great dane laid down next to me, not seeming to notice all that went on but happy to know I was okay.
There were some crashes, yelling. Mom didn't kill dad, but she might have well have, so close but yet so far she'd always murmur silently to herself, as if she had gone crazy for not being able to protect her young. After that, child services took me away, mom being to hysterical to tend to me, and dad...well, no explanation for that one. So I lived with my grandmother for little while until I turned fifteen. I never spoke after that day, never said a single word, people would try, tempt for to talk, but I would just frown and shake my head. I don't know why but i'm still afraid to speak, as if saying anything will get me introuble. I also grew a strong dislike for men, I'd hide from them, run, cry when around them, and absolutely freak out when touched by one, if one could even get that close to me. I'd have a panic attack, flailing to get away. That's when grandma sent me to the asylum, she couldn't handle someone like me when grandpa was easily around the house 24/7. So here I am today.
let's see what you got;;
rp sample;;
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Post by Jack Ridge on Feb 12, 2011 21:04:10 GMT -5
*Accepted;Congratulations, your application was good enough to warrant acceptance! Welcome to Los Angeles. Don't forget to make your claims.
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