Just A Leather Bound Book

[Phoenix Kontis]

Thoughts of a Dark Knight

True in love ye must ever be,
Lest thy love be false to thee


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Secrets Unwind

[Phoenix Kontis]

To Whom It Concerns,

Jack sleeps in the shadows, curled up on our bed. I wonder sometimes how it is that I have been so blessed to have someone such as him. Truly, each time he smiles at me, or kisses me, I feel as if my heart is no longer attached to my physical form, that it floats in the clouds above me. It bothers me that I am unable to tell him just how much I do care about him, though it seems that I can not vocalize the words he so desparately deserves to hear.

My little Jacky. So innocent... so pure. And I have corrupted him. I do not deserve his light, yet I crave it. He shifts... perhaps he senses that I am not beside of him. He is quite perceptive in that fashion, can seem to tell when I am no longer in the bed with him, or if I come in to a room where he is, he doesn't need to see me to know I'm there. It's odd, really... his view of me... I feel that perhaps he places to much faith in me. I wonder vaguely what would become of us were he to discover that I was not a saint.

For now, it matters not. I go to console his sleeping soul. 'Til next time.

-Phoenix-

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[Phoenix Kontis]

To Whom It Concerns,

I think I may have discovered a way to express my feelings to Jack, at long last. As Valentine's Day approaches, it becomes more obvious to what I know I must do. Previously, I can't say that I ever really put all that much thought in to what I would do. Dinner... a hotel, perhaps... so that we could be alone, roses, chocolates... expensive champagne. But was that all really enough? Did it show how much I care about him? I don't believe it does. I should be ashamed of myself for allowing a day such as this pass for so many years without making a deal of it. But all of that will change this year.

I have watched as Alex plots his day out for himself and Emrys. I have spoken to him in great length about it, for part of my plan will soon become part of his. Thanks to a rather unexpectedly generous gift from my parents, I know precisely where we will be spending Valentine's Day. I have already spoken to the studio managers, and let them know that we will be... indisposed for a few days, as I doubt there will be much cell phone reception where we are going. At least... I hope there isn't. It has been a very long time since I myself have been to this place, but I remember that it was beautiful.

Jacky should love it.

-Phoenix-

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