MONROE, cameron daniel

[Cameron Daniel Monroe]

behind the screen;;

real name/nickname;; alyssa
age;; seventeen
years of rp experience;; around 2
other los angeles characters;; n/a
skill level;; intermediate/basic

just the basics;;

name;; cameron daniel roberts
nickname(s);; cam, cammy
age//birthdate;; nineteen - february fourteenth
gender;; male
sexual preference;; homosexual
occupation;; scent of fear - merchandising
schooling;; highschool diploma
instrument;; (if in a band)

reflections reveal;;

hair color;; brown
eye color;; brown
height;; five feet and five inches
weight;; ninety six pounds

other;; one tattoo.

body type;; so, when it comes down to it, i'm not the biggest guy around. i'm actually kind of short for a male, and i'm really skinny, but that's because i rarely ever eat. i don't really like to because i always feel like i weight too much, even though i know it's really unhealthy, i still do it. i can't help it. it started when i was little and i was trying to drop weight for wrestling, and i just never really stopped.

i look a lot like my mom, brown hair and brown eyes. i usually wear nice clothing, or really plain. i'm kind of unpredictable when it comes to clothing. i like good fitting clothes, though. and it's really not that hard to do. blahblah. basically i'm a five foot five and i have an itty bitty waist.

celebrity play by;; yannick k

it's what's on the inside;;

likes;; boys, holding hands, hugging, flowers, the sun, music.
dislikes;; spiders, fish, jellyfish, spiders, jerks, bitches, soda, food, spiders.

fears;; anything with tentacles, spiders, dying
weaknesses;; kids, good looking guys, learning, saying no
strengths;; patient, kind, taking care of people.

personality;; i've been told that i get really excited really easily. i never really noticed, probably because i'm the person. i have a tendency to over react about almost anything. i'm just a dramatic person i suppose, but i'm good at keeping things to myself. i'm really just a mixed up person. i also get really into the things that i'm excited about and i try to hype people up, almost like a walking flier... except not really. i don't know. i just like being excited about things.

despite the fact that i'm always excited i like to keep it to myself. really, the only people that see that loud side of me are my closest friends and relatives. when i'm out in public i'm mostly a quiet kid unless someone is trying to hurt one of the people that i enjoy the most. i can get pretty defensive and mean when someone is being mean or harassing someone that's close to me. aside from that, though, i usually walk with my head at least semi-down. i don't have a lot of self-confidence and i don't really know how to deal with stress, but i'm learning.

i've also noticed i get embarrassed or flustered really easily. because of this, i tend to blush.. a lot. really, any little thing can make me blush. whether it's a small compliment, or a statement. if you're talking to me and i find you attractive, i'm blushing. if i get in trouble or get reprimanded in a group of people, my face is red. that's how i've been my whole life, and as much as i hate it, i kind of like it. maybe that's just me coming to terms with myself.

i'm unsure as to why, but i submit to just about anything people throw at me. if you're making fun of me, i just listen and stare at the ground, soaking it all up. if you're hitting me, i most likely won't hit you back because that's not the kind of person i am. i let people do what they want, even if they're just playing with me or toying with my emotions. i'm practically a doormat, people walk all over me... and i let them.

throughout everything that has ever happened to me, though, i try to stay on the bright side of things. if i stew over the bad things that seem to surround me, i won't get anywhere in life. if i just look to the things and people i love then maybe one day i'll be truly happy.

getting in deep;;

father;; james daniel monroe
mother;; diane marie monroe
siblings;; kalyn andrea monroe

history;;
so let me start off by saying that i have a older twin sister named kalyn. she just so happens to be my twin sister, best friend, secret keeper, etc. i love her to death and would do anything in my power to protect her, so when our mother died and our father turned into a drunk i knew that i had to be there for her no matter what. i was her rock and she was mine.

it wasn't long later when my father walked in on my friend, rory, and i kissing in my room. i didn't think it was a big deal, but apparently my dad did. i don't think i've ever been that terrified in my whole life. i let my dad beat me into the closet. not literally into the closet, but you know how gay people "come out of the closet"? that was what i was not ready to do, but i can't help it. throughout highschool i tried to pass myself off as being straight but it didn't really work out, and now i'm free. from him and from highschool.

now that i'm out of highschool, i work for a band called scent of fear in the la area. scent of fear was signed onto aurora records not too long ago, and i really love working with them all.
let's see what you got;;

rp sample;;

cameron was having second thoughts about this.. maybe he should just turn around and go home.. but if he did that then what would jack think? that someone had been playing a stupid childish game? he wasn't sure, but the thought of going back home was very tempting, almost too tempting. he hated the thought of jack or anyone doing something that would hurt him intentionally. mason was enough, but the fact that some of his friends joined in didn't make things any better. all of mason's friends had to be just as big as he was and he was sure they possessed the ability to be just as scary or more scary than mason. he hated it, being constantly scared whether it was of mason, mason's friends, or his own father. he had never been able to escape fear throughout his whole entire life. in school, he'd always had at least one bully, recently it had gotten worse, but he felt that there was nothing he could do. now, when he wasn't at school he had his father at home to be terrified of. he didn't know how long it would take for him to get so pissed at him that he just killed him, but he felt that the time would come soon.

all thought and possibility of turning around was now torn from him as jack opened the door, but cameron hadn't expected to see jack like this. he was.. half naked. cam couldn't keep the blush from creeping over his cheeks. his face was bright red, he could feel the heat in his flesh as he diverted his attention to the floor. "i-i'm sorry." he couldn't say he disliked what he had just seen, but admitting that would be almost terrible to him. he stepped forward as jack motioned for him to come inside, keeping his eyes pointed at the ground. when jack mentioned getting dressed cameron nodded quickly. him getting dressed would be a good thing because he knew that if he was half naked like this during the time that he was trying to help him with his math he would be so terribly distracted. he couldn't deny that he really thought jack was good looking, but he knew couldn't do anything about that. jack was mason's friend, and mason would probably be happier if cameron just dropped off the face of the earth. he stood awkwardly as jack went off to get clothes, waiting for the burning in his face to go down at least a little.

cameron was happy that he could say his blush had died down by the time jack had returned fully dressed. for the first time since he'd been there, he looked up and around the home. it was large, much bigger than his own, not that there was anything wrong with that. cam would've killed for a bigger house because that meant there could be more space for him to hide. "it's a nice home." he said, his voice gentle and quiet. he was still slightly scared and nervous about being in jack's house, but so far, so good. he gazed up at the older male as he spoke about his parents being gone.. was that a good thing? cameron really couldn't tell at this point. "uh.. with math." he said with a happy smile. he looked around again "where are we going? show me the way." he offered the other guy another sheepish smile. he was ready to just get this over with.

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